Hello obsession with T.V. If its trashy and caddy I'm addicted. I feel guilty like I should be reading or doing some of my work, BUT I CAN'T STOP. Okay harder answer... I know I could, but what if what I find during my own prime time is a slow and stupid monologue?? I thought starting this blog may jump start some of my creative juices, but it seems I underestimated the time frame. I guess if I treat the retreat from my writing like a reverse break up (in head calculation: 1 year away = 6 months to get over hump); it looks as though I've got sixth months of boring crap to write about before something interesting might actually drop in. If it is still in there. What if its not? I worry I'm becoming completely irrelevant on the page, while my personal life actually just keeps getting better. Ying and yang: hello new wonderful hubby, goodbye relevance.
Reference old adage: It's easier to be better when your going through something worse. The question I guess I have to answer is it at least possible to get better when things are better? The answers that jump to mind sound like something my old coach or boss might say... "Set new limits, achieve a higher goal, blah blah." ahhhh
xoxo Gossip Girl Junky
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